090909 ~Big Ham: R.I.P~

I don't know which felt worst now, me being jobless for 3 months and turned down for RA application or losing my old hamster today.He's a handsome cute little furball. Well, I know he's about time. He's given to me as a birthday present in 2007 by a gang of my Uni close friends. They come in a couple, had babies. Well, he's always been kind, seldom bite. In the beginning, he loves to make electric sounds. But after I get to know him, he just put off that habit and became really friendly. I hoped he was happy staying with me, although at times I starved him~ Lol.. my bad~

This morning I went checking on him and found that he's no longer breathing, no heart beat and no sign of life. But he's in a posture of sleeping. He seems very peaceful. Hope that he'll rest in peace. I buried him in my front yard. Spread some 蒲公英 seeds in the soil before covering up. Hope that in his next life, he'll have a better live. Love you and miss you my little friend~

~Blur face meteor~ Yup, that'a his name. This was taken when the couple had their 1st bunch of babies!~

~Meteor licking hun wei's finger~

~Naked red-skin babies and his wife on the right~

~Aren't they cute? Only one inherited meteor's fur colour~

~Babies sound asleep~

~Bathing time! they're scared of water.. see they poop everywhere whenever their scared~

~Rest in peace my friend, I'll always remember you~

CoNVoOOooO~~!

After 1 year of pre-U and 3 years of Uni, finally tis is da big day!!! It was not so bad actually.. ended kinda fast. But the location at wisma MCA is kinda small i think.. every where is packed with ppl.. hard to find somebody in a sea of humans! hahahhah!!!

Friends from far finally can meet up. hehe... although didn't hav much time together, but still kinda glad that get to see them during convo! Words are hard to describe the happy feelings gather together with friends in convo robes n mortar board~! so lets view some great shots i manage to capture!

~convo hall in Wisma MCA~

~me entering the hall~

~me after I took my scroll on stage from the VIP~

~my pretty flower bought by my mum, chose by ME! whee!~

~roses gave by hun wei's parents.. aren't they beautiful? hehe..~

~snoopy doll gave by my cousin sister! Aww.. thx a lot!!~

~after the session of coz take plenty of pics with my frenz!~

~me & jbin, it's a bit blur though~

~me & cody~

~me & brin~

~me & Rx~

~me & Wednesday~

~me & Meifen~

~me & my classmates~

~more classmates ^^~

~me & my darling hun wei~

~Hun wei with his dad~

~me with hun wei's mum and sis~

~me with my mummy~

~me with my daddy~

~me with both my grandmas and also my parents~

~very hot and sunny, so we took off our mortar~

~more pics with frenz~

~ then jump @ Convo~

~finally, throwing the mortar!! signature of the starting of next phase in life!!!~

Good luck and all the best my friends~! Friends forever and always keep in touch!

Bad but Good

Its been almost a month and his training at Palace of Kuda Emas has ended.. he'd been allocated to Lukut, some where near Port Dickson. It's not so far compare to being sent to East Msia ones but not very near too. Still nid abt an hour plus driving distance.

Anyway, i'm actually glad this time.. ^^ At least we could mayb plan to meet each ota.

Okay~ let me not bored u guys with my love only k.. hahaha~~ So some of you had been wondering what am i up to at the past few weeks. After KL acapella festival, i've attended my 1st week of training at Biotechcorp's BeST Programme. All went well, met many new friends over there and had fun too!The 1st 2 days were only at Sheraton Hotel giving briefing. Last 3 days all trainees were required to join this team building programme. We went Hulu Langat and stayed at Nur Lembah Pangsun Eco Resort. The place was very cooling~ coz it's surrounded by trees and mountains. 1 thing i can't forget is that we had to bath together, (only gals of coz), and had to use towel wrap around ourselves while bathing. It needs a lot of skill u know, to make sure ur towel wont fall off! haha..

~Enjoying my lunch at Sheraton Hotel~

(In pic: Me & Wednesday)

~Ruxuan very satisfied with the food i guess~

(In pic: Rx & Brin)

~Enson eating sour strawberry, see how his face all cramped up!~

(In pic: Enson)

Sad thing is our company did not include many interesting outdoor activities thr like jungle trekking, paintball etc. or else it would be more fun! I love the final nite that we need to divide ourselves into 4 groups and compete against each other in a old traditional malay style as there's a guy that acted as kena possessed by a pahlawan or sth lidat. haha.. that was freaky and exciting!

After that we had 3 weeks break, and i joined thesoundblender for a tv recording at Ampang village. It's a new programme that haven shown on tv. I'll let u guys know when the show is going to be aired k? hehe.. err... hopefully we didn't sang off-tune though. cant really tell in d studio. coz cant heard properly what my frenz singing that time. lolx!

Then i get to gather up with some old school mates at PJ SS2 Wong Kok. Quite a good little chat we had! It's been a long long time since we chatted like that night! Enjoyed meeting u gals~ ^^

Here are more photos of what i've been through.....

~This was the place we stayed for 3 days 2 nights. Oh and the mountain water we bathed was very cooling!~

~Wild fruits all you can it! haha.. we ate rambutans, durians, belangsat, mangosteen and jambu air batu.. of coz you need to pluck yourselves, all self service! haha~

~Very Close to the mother nature~

~Tools and Gadgets during team building activities~

~Chinese (left) and Punjabi (right) weddings were helded on the final day~

(In pic (left): Me, Rx, Wednesday, Enson & Brin)

~Thesoundblenders video shooting~

(In pic: Zhang qi zhen-the interviewer, thesoundblenders members)

Dissapointment

Haiz... i thought it went well for the SD's walk in interview.. maybe the interviewer did not think so~ What a dissapointment to be turned down on my 1st interview!

Anyway, I've not given up any hope to strive further.. I'll still get into training with BeST Programme.. hehe.. and hopefully could ended up in a good company after that! *winks*

I think apart from not getting through it.. The worst of all is still that I couldn't meet my darling that frequent anymore.. it'll be harder than ever.. especially the 1st month training at Palace of the Golden Horses.. how the hell i get thr?!?! N after the 1st month.. he might b shifted even further.. mayb another state or wat.. geez.. hate to think abt it... juz make my stomach turns and my heart aches...

Well, I guess I've to accept it whether I like it or not..

Busy week..

Ahhh... I'm so get used to the holiday i'm having now that suddenly practicing singing seems to be something really exausting! hahaha...

Spent few nights at my friend's place.. coz my singing practices ends really late at night and the refusal of my bro to fetch me and oso me myself cant get myself to learn how to drive really makes me feel very frustrated!

Anyway, i'll get over it.. Just have to wait till my mum's car get fixed then i can start to learn how to drive.. muahhahahha..
On top of all that, my comp's mother board is officially down.. geez..

Now only hope that our group can give a good performance! its been a long time since v last performed. And i believe v had improved quite a lot.. Just that normally v dun perform with mic.. this time is really a challenge.. hopefully our voices could blend well! coz its acapella.. hehe.. *fingers crossed*

Haven't watch transformers yet, hope that it wont dissappoint me.. hehe..
looking forward to watch it! especially wit a whole big bunch of friends!

Added new songs!

Today kinda free.. so decided to browse around in youtube and hey.. i've added few of my favorite songs in my playlist! hee.. ^^

My comp broke down.. kinda depressing.. using my bro's comp now. His room is really hot! i wonder how he survives in here~

Our group-- thesoundblender, is practicing hard on our upcoming performance in KL Acapella Festival. I'm really glad and happy that many of my friends are going~ thanks ppl for all the support! xoxo

Really hope we could give a great performance on dat day! *fingers crossed*

It's my very 1st post!

Hey ppl~~

I've left my old blog (in my friendster account) for quite some time now. Since now i'm sooooooooooo free, well just thought that i might be as well start a blog to share my thoughts to the world!

And of course, most importantly, to keep my beloved friends update on what i'm doing these days! hahaha... *ahem... i'll try to update my blog as frequent as possible yea? ^^

Okay~~~ as this is my very 1st post.. what shall I write..... *squeezing my brain*
Well, alright... i'll just start off with what i did today!

Today, as it is the last day of SALES, i went for my last minute shopping spree~! woohoo~~ bought a top and a dress with only rm47.95!! and they're from the shop name "Nicole", manage to bought a pair of new shoes from vincci too.. and to end the day at One Utama shopping complex, i watched Hannah Montana the movie.

Actually i'm kinda surprised that it's not all so kiddo movie (but it's certainly girlish).. and i like most of the songs!
The plot of the movie is well-developed and i fall in love with the song "The Climb".
By listening to the lyrics, it brings flash-back of memories with my circle of friends back in UTAR... It'll make me thought of, how true is it the lyrics applied to this realistic world..

What i have to say is....... this IS a really competitive world...
many times we tried and tried.... we struggle at times.... we fell and got up to our feet and fell several times before we could even reach a certain level in our path to success..

Sometimes we thought we'd tried our very best, gave all what we got, and hoped for a good end...... But many times this pretty little dreams of ours were being burst as fast as a bubble could be burst.... i believe many of us had shed tears, had felt heart broken or sad...
sometimes it felt like the end of the world...

But in the end....... when we look back........ we could held our heads high and have a big smile on our face....
Not bcoz of we're proud we couldn't achieve our real goal..... but bcoz of the effort we'd put in together, to help each other out, to look out for each other's back, to comfort, to give our trust to those people that we call----------FRIENDS!!!

For me, all of my friends back there are like an irreplaceable, priceless jewels and also my guardians! I can always say that none humankind is perfect on earth, mistakes are often made, but as long as i see truthfulness in these people in maintaining this strong bond between us, that we call ~friendship~, we can somehow tolerate each other and try to learn from mistakes and prevent from doing it again.. *wink* and most important of all.... we did enjoyed every step that we took together, side by side... till the very last moment of our Uni life~!



Well lets cheers for our long lasting friendship!!!!!!!!!! and may it last till the end of our lives!!!!!
and people, don't forget..... in future if u're in a tight spot/sad/frustrated/need a listener/feeling happy/.......etc. , i'm just a phone call away~~~!



lyrics:
I can almost see it
That dream I'm dreaming.
But there's a voice inside my head saying
you'll never reach it.

Eveyr step I'm taking
Every move I make
Feels lost with no direction
My faith is shaken
but I, gotta keep trying.
Gotta keep my head held high.

There's always gonna be another mountain
I'm always gonna want to make it move
Always gonna be an uphill battle
Sometimes I'm going to have to lose
Aint about how fast I get there
Aint about what's waiting on the other side
It's a climb.

The struggles I'm facing
the chances i'm taking
sometimes might knock me down
but no, I'm not breaking
I may not know it
but these are the moment that I'm gonna remember most and
Just gotta keep going
and I
I got to be strong
Just keep pushing on
Cause
There's always gonna be another mountain
I'm always gonna want to make it move
Always gonna be an uphill battle
Sometimes you're going to have to lose
Aint about how fast I get there
Aint about what's waiting on the other side
It's a climb.

There's always gonna be another mountain
I'm always gonna want to make it move
Always gonna be an uphill battle
Sometimes I'm going to have to lose
Aint about how fast I get there
Aint about what's waiting on the other side
It's a climb.

Keep on moving
Keep runing
Keep the faith
Baby
It's all about
It's all about the climb
Keep the faith
Keep your faith
woah-wo-wo-ooh