Favourite K song

One of my favourite song during Karaoke session with friends~ by Stefanie Sun. She's a great singer, and I love many of her songs. hehe~ I think most of her songs really sing out people's thoughts and feelings.

Here it is~ Wo huai nian de..

Welcome to my life

Heard this song on the radio when i'm driving back home today. The lyrics well described how i feel about my life lately.. I felt tired. BUT, I haven't lost hope yet. Sometimes, in this busy life, people do need a break. Especially from things that you routinely do, or from things that you can't get off your mind. I don't know whether any of you had this feeling before, that no matter how hard you tried not to think about it, your brain just won't listen to your own command to take a break from thinking, even for just a single moment.

So, to break that repetitive act, break the routine! And hopefully, your heart, mind, and soul, will be released from that repetitive act. Eventually save yourself for a moment... and finally you get to relax... to feel the peace of mind once again.. and able to think cleaaarly and properly once more~~

Well for all out there who're facing many problems in life... who feels life sucks BIG TIME... who feels unsecure... who feels depressed.... who feels indecisive...... try to take a break NOW!

Feeling out of place

Just some where some how doesn't feels right.. Maybe didn't meet him for quite some time. Cant get used to it. I know he's very busy~ giving a little time for himself so that he can work things out, and of course have his own time to pamper himself. Anyway, i'll find a way to cope with it. Listening to music always does helps!

My feeling now can be described with this music--> Hate that I love you; Rihanna, ft Ne-yo


Good news is... i'm taking a break for Sabah next week! yippee~ but still kinda tension recently at work. hopefully everything will turn out to be ok lo~

I noticed my emotional fluctuates lately.. doesn't know if he ever read this.. but still~ i'll always at all ears, waiting for you to give me a definite answer. *fingers crossed* Relationship this kinda thing.. shouldn't be so complicated, there are bigger things out there, challenging us!! okla~ a short post will do for today, just to update on my feelings. Everyone out there.. have a great weekend!

And do support Earth Hour, 8.30pm to 9.30pm!!! Love the earth--> the only home we have~! ^^

MC day

*cough cough* A little dizzy+headache = MC. Maybe too tired lately, don't have enough rest. Today finally have a peaceful day, just purely online and rest at home.. whee~~ ^^ miss the beach so so so soooo much! how good if i could just go to the beach for a holiday! ahhh~~ feel the cool sea breeze sweeping over my face, listen to the waves, feeling the icy cold sea water.. at night, laying on the cold sand, gaze up into the night sky which is full of stars~ that would be nice.. even just picturing it in my head, also feels sooooo gooooooddd!! hehehe~

Anyone from our gang want to organize a trip to any beaches next year?? (coz this year planning to go cambodia edy, haha~ need to save money a bit) ngek ngek~

Random voices..

It's been tough for me for these past few weeks. I don't know is it due to recent events or my work pressure that's building up. How good if we could just go back how we used to be.. just live a student's life, worrying about exams and gossips about lectures, lecturers, people etc etc. Having our frequent BBQ/steamboat party, taking the lrt to klcc for a movie, walking to jusco for Nandos, KFC, shopping... strolling around the rats-filled streets of setapak.. midnight yum cha sessions and crazy study group timetable at campus or at someone's place..go for CC or a mini CC at hw's place...blah blah blah

Ahhh.. i know those were the past, and we live to move forward. Well, looks like i just have to accept the way it is. But really ReALLy miss those days!! I can't say that I dislike my working life, because it's a totally whole new chapter in life! new experiences, meet new people, new environment. Maybe at times I'm feeling kinda down or should I say somewhat lonely, because I no longer could be with the person i'm so deeply in love for every single minute. Although most of the time i'm surrounded by people, but there's still this feeling of something's missing.

I know i shouldn't be too dependent, but when things like these which touches your feelings, it's hard to control. I believe, that he's trying his very best too, to build a future for both of us. Because I am doing that now. "Every single step I take, is to be closer to you.." this was written in one of his sweet pressie.. I'll always keep that in mind, and am willing to wait for that meaningful day to realize, no matter how long it takes, as long as you've never give up!

Alright, time for bed.. maybe it's the rain that makes me a little emo~ well, i'll get over it when i wake up the next day! good night people! ^^