MC day

*cough cough* A little dizzy+headache = MC. Maybe too tired lately, don't have enough rest. Today finally have a peaceful day, just purely online and rest at home.. whee~~ ^^ miss the beach so so so soooo much! how good if i could just go to the beach for a holiday! ahhh~~ feel the cool sea breeze sweeping over my face, listen to the waves, feeling the icy cold sea water.. at night, laying on the cold sand, gaze up into the night sky which is full of stars~ that would be nice.. even just picturing it in my head, also feels sooooo gooooooddd!! hehehe~

Anyone from our gang want to organize a trip to any beaches next year?? (coz this year planning to go cambodia edy, haha~ need to save money a bit) ngek ngek~

Random voices..

It's been tough for me for these past few weeks. I don't know is it due to recent events or my work pressure that's building up. How good if we could just go back how we used to be.. just live a student's life, worrying about exams and gossips about lectures, lecturers, people etc etc. Having our frequent BBQ/steamboat party, taking the lrt to klcc for a movie, walking to jusco for Nandos, KFC, shopping... strolling around the rats-filled streets of setapak.. midnight yum cha sessions and crazy study group timetable at campus or at someone's place..go for CC or a mini CC at hw's place...blah blah blah

Ahhh.. i know those were the past, and we live to move forward. Well, looks like i just have to accept the way it is. But really ReALLy miss those days!! I can't say that I dislike my working life, because it's a totally whole new chapter in life! new experiences, meet new people, new environment. Maybe at times I'm feeling kinda down or should I say somewhat lonely, because I no longer could be with the person i'm so deeply in love for every single minute. Although most of the time i'm surrounded by people, but there's still this feeling of something's missing.

I know i shouldn't be too dependent, but when things like these which touches your feelings, it's hard to control. I believe, that he's trying his very best too, to build a future for both of us. Because I am doing that now. "Every single step I take, is to be closer to you.." this was written in one of his sweet pressie.. I'll always keep that in mind, and am willing to wait for that meaningful day to realize, no matter how long it takes, as long as you've never give up!

Alright, time for bed.. maybe it's the rain that makes me a little emo~ well, i'll get over it when i wake up the next day! good night people! ^^

The Year of Tiger~ RoAR~!!!

!!!!!!!!!!!!!Happy Tiger Year!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

This year, the first day of new year in lunar calendar is also Valentine's day, 14th February 2010. Hoped that everyone had a great celebration for CNY and also Valentine's. ^^

So what is my new year resolution? I think I'll put this no.1, to learn about investment! I would really love to learn more about investing in stock market. Although I'm totally have no clue what it is now, but I've made up my mind to learn it step by step.

No.2 Save more money!!! Yes! Now that I finally start to work, I found that spending money is always much easier than saving. 1 way to refrain myself from buying attractive but unnecessary thing is to ask myself, "do I ReALLY need this? What purpose for me to buy this?" hahaha~ and it works!

No.3 To gain more knowledge in related field. Which means to read up more about the field i'm working in. To see what opportunities are there available for me to expand. Learning is a never ending, lifelong process. One must always learn!

No.4 Loose some weight! Damn!! I'm getting fatter =.=" really should control my diet n start to do some work out.. Being fat not only makes you feel unhealty and upset when you're unable to fit in those jeans that used to be well fitted, it also lower one's self-esteem.

Okay~ 4 for now is good enough! hopefully I can fulfill my new year resolution! wakakaka~

CNY, really had a great time hanging out with cousins. Some of them working overseas n didn't met for 2 years till now! A cup of beer with some groundnuts is all perfect setup for a long chitchat! hehe~ Hope that next year we'll be able to do it again! ^^

Seeing all the kiddos growing up makes me feel older.. aikz! And this year is my first year giving my parents and grandparents ang pows as I've finally joined the working society.. I'm actually feeling quite satisfied I would say~

Hopefully I could strive in my career this year~ and able to spend more precious time with my darling~ =p

~My lovely grandma's birthday is on 1st day of CNY! Happy birthday granny!! May you be blessed with health, happiness and longevity~

~Lovely pressie from my darling as valentine's gift! Thx a lot, love it vy much! Muaxx!!~