Random voices..

It's been tough for me for these past few weeks. I don't know is it due to recent events or my work pressure that's building up. How good if we could just go back how we used to be.. just live a student's life, worrying about exams and gossips about lectures, lecturers, people etc etc. Having our frequent BBQ/steamboat party, taking the lrt to klcc for a movie, walking to jusco for Nandos, KFC, shopping... strolling around the rats-filled streets of setapak.. midnight yum cha sessions and crazy study group timetable at campus or at someone's place..go for CC or a mini CC at hw's place...blah blah blah

Ahhh.. i know those were the past, and we live to move forward. Well, looks like i just have to accept the way it is. But really ReALLy miss those days!! I can't say that I dislike my working life, because it's a totally whole new chapter in life! new experiences, meet new people, new environment. Maybe at times I'm feeling kinda down or should I say somewhat lonely, because I no longer could be with the person i'm so deeply in love for every single minute. Although most of the time i'm surrounded by people, but there's still this feeling of something's missing.

I know i shouldn't be too dependent, but when things like these which touches your feelings, it's hard to control. I believe, that he's trying his very best too, to build a future for both of us. Because I am doing that now. "Every single step I take, is to be closer to you.." this was written in one of his sweet pressie.. I'll always keep that in mind, and am willing to wait for that meaningful day to realize, no matter how long it takes, as long as you've never give up!

Alright, time for bed.. maybe it's the rain that makes me a little emo~ well, i'll get over it when i wake up the next day! good night people! ^^