Yes! I've just got myself a new hp! (As a reward of the hard work and restless days) I've been having quite packed schedule lately in my new job. So sorry that I've not been posting any new covers lately at my YouTube channel. Please bear with me. I'm sure to post a vid by Dec. ;)
Come across this clip.. it's about how great parents' love towards their children, and how children also take it for granted. Well, when i read it through, it's kinda true. Haha.. I should be playing a better role next time as a daughter. Although i didn't really say this much, but mom and dad~ I Love you!!! ♥ ^^
I remember there was once, my dad was fetching me home, he suddenly said this to me: "我最大的成就，就是有你们三个（小孩）！" "My biggest achievement, is having all three of you (children)"
And i could see him grinning.. And mind you, my dad is not at all sentimental type of person. That was the first time i heard something like that from him. He's always so tough and straight forward in giving comments and teaching us about life, about what's the right thing to do. But that was something that i really surprised to hear. And everytime when i'm feeling down/lazy/slacking in my work.. or when i feel that i'm so stressed and want to give up.. That comment, my dad's voice will ring in my head. So.. i'll never give up, because I don't want to let my dad down.
And my mom is truly a awesome one as well! I seriously can't imagine myself working more than 12 hours a day, and continue doing house chores after that, and with less than 5 hours of sleep everyday too.. She's really a superwoman! @.@ I'm always impressed by my mom's capability and determination! I wonder could I ever do all those repetitively for 30 over years?? >.<"
SOoooo.. the point is.. I have an awesome parents!! Love yall from the bottom of my heart~ ♥mwahh♥ And I'll always give my best, to not disappoint you.. This is a promise.. =)
You might say that I’m over doing this, especially at my age, to be crazy and all over TVXQ. Hahaha~ but I don’t mind it at all. I mean, I really LOVE them.. Not love as in always daydreaming of getting together with them, but I love them for having such great determination, knowing that they too.. like many of us, (or even worst), that they were once suffering from poverty. And today, their achievement is recognized worldwide! Having a biggest fan base, 800,000 (that’s just for Korean fans, haven’t including fans from Japan and other countries) and managed to get into Guinness Records in 2008.
I started to love their songs after witnessing their first LIVE concert in Malaysia (2006), I’m totally amazed by their vocals. And after their debut in Japan, their major improvement in stamina by singing perfectly while dancing is great! The members always giving their best in each performance; always seek for improvement which makes them more captivating.
Yes, they are just like any other ordinary people, but the fact that they don’t give up easily, always trying their best, always seek for improvement (by comparing that their quality of LIVE performances back at 2005, which is not as consistent as today; managed to learn and speak Japanese fluently and top Oricon chart a few times; and the members started to compose songs & lyrics (in the beginning, it was just Yuchun composing); and now JYJ going into English album!).. I think that are the qualities that showed by them, which motivates and inspired me to push myself even more.
So others always wonder how I managed to pull off such a hectic lifestyle. Seriously, I think that it’s just a matter of mindset. Yes, I didn’t deny that I have limited knowledge and capability in many areas, but if I’m given a task, I’ll try before giving up. Try to understand, learn, and perform. Don’t be scared of failure, as you learn along the way to success. Don’t fear that how people might look at you if you fail, what mattered most is that you’ve tried your best, and you’ll keep on trying until you finally succeed. I believe that’s what in sync of my personality with TVXQ’s members, which makes me love them! Taking one step at a time, although this route is rough and tough.. But once you’ve managed to complete a task, the satisfaction is there!
“Dreams in sleep, are always sweet and beautiful. But only a true dream, makes you feel alive!” –Quote Jaejoong.
Recent JYJ’s showcase in Malaysia was AWESOME! As expected, their LIVE was AMAZING! I’m glad that I attended (although it’s costly for that short 45mins I would say?) But if compared to the first concert, I think they felt the love from MY-Cassies (MY=Malaysia) this time ^^. Organizer, Redstar Present did a great job by having a Korean translator and with big screen capturing JYJ’s expression on stage (I’ve attended several album showcase and concerts before, and the big screen usually showing MVs or moving background images, which I think it’s quite pointless!). And the banners surrounding the stadium are very sweet and meaningful too.
MY-Cassiopeia Fan activities organized by MY-TVXQZONE! And Saranghae Project teams are great as well. The time and effort that they put in to help purchasing bulk tickets, T-shirts, lightsticks and designing the fanchant and promoting this event is really hardwork! Even though they are students that sitting for exam (1 day before the showcase) and people from working society, they’ve put in so much effort! *salute*
The fanchant for the song Chajatta was a success. Okay~okay~ I admit that I’m childish for doing all this. But seriously, it’s hell lot of fun doing with the other fans.. first time experiencing it! Haha! Usually only get to see fans from other country like Korea and Japan doing it, which is quite a spectacular view from the videos~ I think Malaysia fans are kinda shy, or maybe we’re not experienced enough in fan activities?? I think the fanchant we did is the first in Malaysia for idols & artists. And this First experience is wonderful~ wuahaha~ *swt right* ^^”
Alright, view the Chajatta Video from JYJ showcase! Date: 17.10.10 Venue: Stadium Merdeka, KL
Pics taken on JYJ showcase!
~My sis & I~
~Happenings before the showcase starts @Stadium Negara~
~J.Y.J~
♥Red Ocean from 4000++ MY-cassies♥ ALWAYS KEEP THE FAITH ♥1000 special edition album sold on 17.10.10♥
Today is the 3rd day since we broke up. Although at times I still couldn't help myself but thinking about the past, like what one of my friend said: "no matter how hard you try, you still will think wan.. even pangsai (do big business in toilet) also will think." (who made this statement?? well, I'll let you guys to guess lar k~ P&C. LOL~), which is very true, well.. but I think I'm coping with my feelings quite well so far.
Anyway, special thanks to all my dear friends, jie mui(s) and heng dai(s) sekalian for the support, which help me go through this tough period. Somehow I felt better seeing all your sms-es, posts and comments. TQTQ *bow deeply*..
And not forgetting my mother, who gave me strength and support which meant so much to me.. Although I know my mom wouldn't read this, but still *hugs&kisses* love ya mummy~!
Ahhh... and I noticed many karen Mok's songs are actually quite touching.. why didn't i noticed that before? hmm.. Maybe when you're really sad.. and you listen to sad songs.. you'll feel as if the song is expressing your thoughts.. Here it is.. another song of Karen Mok - 忽然之间; Suddenly
I'm now, a broken hearted girl.. who awaits time to do the magic.. and heal the wounds, that so deeply cut through my heart.. I'm trying hard.. to not to cry everyday.. The amount of tears that i shed, for this long 2 weeks.. was more than the tears i cried throughout my life!
I know the decision you made is correct and logic.. But still.. it doesn't change the fact that i'm now a girl with her heart in pieces. But don't worry.. I'll be strong.. always looking forward to the future.. and not staying in the ghost of the past. I wish.. you could be a better person in future.. and come back and meet me as a better man. And we shall be friends, once more..
