Single Life

Read one of my friend's status update at FB lately that says "trying to learn and adapt to single's lifestyle". Hmm.. And there's this new song on the radio lately sung by 叮当 - 一半(Half). And it hits me, am i trying to make myself as busy as possible, just to fill in the sudden emptiness after all these months living single? hmm~~ maybe it's true~ and i'm doing it unconsciously.. I mean, it's not that bad being single, but perhaps once you've so used to have someone being there for you, somehow when you're back to single, you will feel the emptiness. If i recall back, the first few months was the worst. Oh well, i'm doing pretty good right now~ so no worries yeap! ^^

叮当 - 一半(Half)

Job Offer

Ahh~~ Somebody just tried to offer me.. My first thought:
1) Delighted!!! - because i'm in demand! and also a recognition of my own performance~ ^^
2) Doubtful - is it the right choice that i've made, to sign a contract bonded to the company.. hmm..

Well, yes i like my job at the mean time.. but benefits and payment still take into account. And I've heard many people also commented on "how do they judge other people's capability.." in the biz arena. One of the consultants shared with me about this before, he said if he's the boss, when he look through a candidate's resume, apart from looking at his experience, he will also do comparison to his current salary. Because people with good writing skills can totally bombard about how great they are at their field, but if the pay is low, which means something is incorrect~ either is his attitude or he's lying about his experience.

Of course, that's not what I should worry at this point of time, obviously with only 1 yr + of working experience, potential employers will understand that my pay is still relatively low as I've just started my career. But what will happen in 5 yrs time? Hmm... let's see how things go.. I should start thinking about it too.. keep myself reminded at all times.. (￣￣|| )

But hey~ i think this is the right place for me now.. to concentrate on my studies while working~ (n.n)v so yeah~ still no regrets!!! *at least that's true for now.. hehe*

Death & Life

First of all, my condolences to all victims of the 8.9 quake and 4 meter high tsunami that hits Japan yesterday. Videos and images of the impact is terrifying. Let's all take a minute and pray for the safety for those in Japan. ....

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Alright~ i've never been in a situation whereby death is just upon my eyes, (touch wood~ trust me, i wouldn't want that to ever happen.. >.<;;) BUT.. just imagining, if i were put at that situation.. what will i do.. will i be afraid of death? At that short miliseconds, if you're going to be engulfed by 4 meter high of water.. hmm~~~ i really wonder what will i do? As you know that there's no escape.

Probably i'll be thinking will I survive? =="

ANd if 2012 is really the end of the world.. hmm.. I guess i won't be doing anything really extraordinary. Most likely will spend more time with the people i love.. Family.. friends.. do what i do best at work. Yeap, live my life to the fullest~ Well, I've always have this thinking that everything happens for a reason, and at anytime, anything may happen.. Including accidents due to human error, diseases or natural disasters.. One way or the other, can easily end ones life.

One of the plant managers told me this.. "At my age, i must be glad that i can wake up in the morning and still able to go to work." I think, everyone should have this feeling about life. Must be glad that you're able to breath in the air, see the sun shines, everyday.. It's a sign of blessings for one to be able to wake up in the morning, and do simple little task like brushing your teeth, combing your hair, take a walk down to market place.. etc.

So.. what do you think about death & life? Share the voices in your head~! =)